After Independence

“When we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.”

Here is an inspirational message I took in this morning from Dr. Love

Then in the course of the day this is what I felt.

"the perfect fold is a fold with love" - a realisation from ironing my shirts, thank you shirt!

"I thought I had to learn to live with "new love" but I realised, there is no past love, nor will there be future love; love just is."

"I have love and still have love."

"I am love!"

"you have always been with me and ARE with me."

"I do not have to learn NOW how to be with you, you ARE me and have been with ME all this while."

My Thoughts on the Subject, this and that Love

The love that you find in a person, embodied in that person - is a gift given to that person.

It is that same gift you have been given.

Imagine, if you can, going to a party. As you walk in, your host presents a gift to you. Each one at the party is given the 'same' gift. What opportunity!

yet we can be certain that some, while excited at first, will soon have developed a boredom for their present.

Others will find creative things to do with them, and may hurt others in the process; come on, its a present and they are not entirely sure how it works until they have experience it - that is creation. it is energy and it will move and be moved.

often through hurting, they will learn how to be caring with their present. then they will be interested to share, especially when they have come to believe in their present.

the "teacher" said the best way to learn was through experience.

the student realises that after learning they did not learn at all but realised how to be. so experience is realisation of what is.

unfortunately, our experience can be hurting yet fortunately we realise that experiencing the oppposite of hurt is nicer and that guides us on how we use the present.

the guidance, seems to come from the prescent of those around you. you see what they are doing with their present.

you experience opportunity. you experience opportunity when you realise those around you, those you see around you are guiding you to know your present.

you know your present, you may just be more caring not to hurt them with it. yet if you do not and hurt them, it is fine because you will realise from that, that you need to care.

they will go away from you or you away from them. why, because they are hurting. you will experience what if feels like to have your present without them or their present. especially them without their present. because with our nature as it is, when we have not a present; we are usually chaotic. chaotic because we want to know our present and our restless without it. To know your present is a be lessing of our restless-ness. You see, it is a blessing! It is a blessing to know your present.

Now you may wonder, what sort of present could this be that is always with us? Always! I mean even before you came to the party, it was there.

The party is really a place you learn of it. The place of blessing. The party is even the place of rest-less-ness; any thing goes. and depending on where you are, what is going is also coming.

but this present, what is it? where is it? how is it?

I will tell you, know that this could be the biggest secret to life that man will ever discover or uncover. Because truely it is covered.

freedom is often unnoticed until it is taken away from you.

there is so much delight in love making. there is so much opportunity;
the very subtleties that make up love.

is it milky pink or creamy pink?

I was under the influence of ironing, and listening to Howard Shore's third part of the Lord of the Rings Score.

Pete, no drugs. Faisal - it was just prescribed by Dr. Love!